Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Drake ~ Girls Love Beyonce Feat. James Fauntleroy

Drake ~ Girls Love Beyonce Feat. James Fauntleroy by octobersveryown

I like Drake, I've said silly shit about Drake...

I've made fun of his eye brows, 

I've been mean about drake 

But I really dig drake and I dig this new joint. 


 - Girls Love Beyonce. http://soundcloud.com/octobersveryown/drake-girls-love-beyonce-feat





lyrics


[Verse 1: Drake]
Look
I know girls love Beyoncé
Girls love to fuck with your conscience
Girls hate when niggas go missing and shawty you ain’t no different
These days it’s hard to meet women
Feel like my love life is finished
I’ve been avoiding commitment
That’s why I’m in this position
I’m scared to let somebody in on this
No new friends, no no no
You know how this shit go
You got your fair share of admirers that call your phone
You try to act like it’s just me, but I’m not alone
But if you’re alone then, say my name, say my name

[Hook: James Fauntleroy]
Say my name, say my name
When no one is around you
Say, “Baby, I love you”
If you ain’t running games
Say my name, say my name
You actin’ kinda shady, baby
Why the sudden change?
Say my name
Say my name
Say my name
Say my name, say my name
If no one is around you
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/drake-girls-love-beyonce-lyrics.html ]
[Verse 2: Drake]
Yeah
Uh
Say my name, say my name
‘Cause those other men are practice
And this ain’t no time for actin’
And this ain’t no time for games
And this ain’t no time for uncertainty
And this ain’t no time for locking your phone and not coming home and startin’ some shit when I’m in the zone
This is why I’ve been saying
No new friends, no no no
You know how this shit goes
This is not four years ago
Time escapes me
Now forget how it felt when this shit move slow
I come through in whips that make a young boy take the long way home
All my young boys ‘round me saying, “Get money and fuck these hoes”
Where we learn these values? I do not know what to tell you
I’m just trying to find a reason not to go out every evening
I need someone that’ll help me think of someone besides myself
I need someone I leave through the front door with
‘Cause we don’t wanna hide no more
‘Cause you’re not shy no more
Neither one of us wanna play the side no more
No, I’m not alone
Even though nothing was the same
Let me get your ass alone
Let me make you say my name
Say my name

[Hook: James Fauntleroy]
Say my name, say my name
When no one is around you
Say, “Baby, I love you”
If you ain’t running games
Say my name, say my name
You actin’ kinda shady, baby
Why the sudden change?
Say my name
Say my name
Say my name
Say my name, say my name
If no one is around you

Friday, April 5, 2013

We are on 2002- CPTSTREETMAG

So CPTSTREETMAG has been missioning to 2000 follows for a while now and this AM when I woke up I was met by the number 2002, we have been on 2000 before but that lasted for a day and had about 8 people Unfollow.

Oh well we are on 2002 now... And tomorrow we might be back to 1995 but I don't mind... We will continue to grown.

StreetMag People to follow when you have time to chill on twitter

@Melfunktion
@inrichmint
@SCENTition
@BeastyZA
@Dash_the_Scout
@NicciLeeWatson
@BurghalFinnesse
@Nahandana

@JHBSTREETMAG
@DBNSTREETMAG

Anyways let's rock and roll this weekend


Thursday, April 4, 2013

What are we up to?

I don't know what im up to but I know I'm actually happy... I AM HAPPY. It's that simple, last weekend I OD'd on a herbal substance I consume for medical reasons... I OD'd hard.. I was out from Friday till Sunday, this is where I cue in the *FUCK MY LIFE* line...

On the real, it was the most calming weekend I've had in ages. Monday was a but downhill but I handled it like a grown up. *BE PROUD OF ME DEMIT*


So with that as a weekend memory, I heard it was Easter weekend... Did you enjoy it?








Saturday, March 30, 2013

Unhidden love - I want that too

I’ve been sort of single now for the past 4 months after a long 4 years together. It was a weird relationship but I enjoyed certain moments of it. We were semi-private so there were certain things we couldn't do in public, like hold hands, look at each other compassionately, go to the theatre, never went to the ballet, when we hung out in public it was always as friends so we kept it all friendly in that sort of way.


This past week had me thinking about a lot of things about my life, I have a silly habit of getting into agreements that alter what I think of life, love and relationships, also editing Phumlani's article on love for JHBSTREETMAG hit home with me.

I'm about to fully experience being single, i'm not even afraid of that as I was when I broke things off, i've let go of the past relationship and its conditions and for the next relationship if it happens, I don't want what I had with my ex,

• I want to experience love in all it's glory.

• I want to be able to hold on to them when I'm at a mall and freaking out because of too many people.

• I want to dress up, go to the ballet and theatre to watch a performance or two.

• I want to love fully and be loved with the same passion.

• I want that person that will understand that i'm not perfect and never will be...


• I want to be the first thing someone thinks about in the morning when they wake up and the last thing they think about before they sleep.

• I want those lunch dates, those, sweet texts and those random calls.

• I want to be able to send texts, make those after a long day calls just to share moments experienced.

• I want to be a normal girl, get told how beautiful I am, even when I’m at my lowest or when I feel like death.


• I want that shopping partner, who hates going to malls but will do it anyway because they love you.

• I want to spend a saturday indoors enjoying each other’s company with no care to what the rest of the world is up to.

• I want to experience a soccer/ cricket game not because I love the game but because I love the person who loves those games.

After the last relationship I have realized that I am too much of a girl. There are things I want and there are things I don't want, I know however that I want that Unhidden love, that "how is your crazy self doing today kind of love"

With the past relationship we spent too much time keeping it private, dealing with frustrations, pretending to be just friends, managing the terms and conditions that came with the union and less time enjoying the moments with each other.

I want that relationship where people know of us but know nothing about us...

Saturday, March 23, 2013

My brand spanking hot Facebook page

So about 7 days ago I updated my Facebook profile by converting it to a page.


Ok to be honest Management did it because it would "make it easy" for me to get social again via Facebook, see the problem was that I no longer loves Facebook and didn't use it the way I used to use it, like it became just another account that gets on my nerves, and being a temperamental person already I just stayed away. There were a number if things I hated! Like the chat option, the layout and and well most of everything .

So I am happy to have shifted to a page and I'm happy that I'm slowly falling in love with Facebook all over again

My week thus far as a Facebook pager- I think this is awesome I can only grow from this point on... Yes? Yes!!!

Sunday, March 17, 2013

STYLE LUST | Elbeth Gillis's Daniella Dress

The Daniella is a tea-length dupion silk and Alencon lace dress with a ribbon bow trim in the waist. The whimsical box pleated skirt includes pin tuck and lace detailing, and even has some hidden pockets!

This is a dress for the modern bride. Tea-length dresses are a strong trend for this season and is perfect for a more informal or day-time wedding. The beautiful Alencon lace adds detail to the bodice and hem that is subtle and suitable for daytime dress. The shape is flattering on most figures and will emphasise a small waist, while the bow detail and pockets add a playful touch to this style.

Elbeth was inspired by the shape of the “prom” dresses from 50′s and early 60′s. This fun dress make any bride feel comfortable and exuberant on her wedding day.





Monday, March 11, 2013

Styled Moments In Fashion

So I had one of those weekends spent with my ex-girlfriend, and we decided to hit the market! I dressed up punkish and I loved it.

Her and I are like soul mates, after some time of wondering why it didn't work, i realized that she kinda pulls out the best and worst of me, to much of everything can be toxic for the heart, body and mind.

We hang out but I can say without a doubt that our paths only will cross on a plutonic level of understanding, she understands me and I understand her, she is my first love and the passion was there, I just now know that just because on completes you that does not make them right for you all the time with the idea of moving on, I'm still two-headed about it as I sometimes look at her and the of the many good times we have had along with the heated moments of anger we have shared...

She is fucked up in the head and so am I sometimes, but I am now learning that it is best we stay friends before we end up killing each other, I'm also not in the mood for the drama that kept occurring while we were still together... Now whenever shit creeps up, I just shrug it off because it is not my place to say or even ask questions ... This is what I am learning to understand and deal with. Sharing some moments with her that have nothing to so with our past relationship are really becoming fun days out with a close friend.

The Look
* Hat ( Lisa's closet)
*Zara Blazer
* Two in The Shirt Vest (TITS)
* Lisa Denims ( woolworths)
* legit shoes










Saturday, March 2, 2013

look of the day.. From February

So I don't post much anymore... And I feel like a Shithead for that... So here I post.

This was a randomly planned look of the day for some day in February, I know it's late AF but fashion in my head is somewhat timeless.

Awkward yea??? I think so too.

Fashionable regards
Tanki Em













In my head...

I don't have much to say yet... Still in a dark twilight zone.

Feel free to click on the topbilling tab and the CPTSTREETMAG tab.

Fashionable regards
Tanki Em