Sunday, December 27, 2009

Festive Grumpy me

That it. I spent the 16th of december the 25th and the 27th sulking, this year I a officially not in a festive mood at all. If it is not people spending money like there is no tomorrow then it is nasty kids weeping and bickering about what they want for Xmas.

2007 was the last best Xmas I had. It was me my mom and my 2 brothers, we spent less money, not too much food was cooked besides the traditional chicken, beef, salad and deserts (malva pudding and cheese cake). That was wonderful, homely, and personally suited for us, not to mention I hired moves and we watched till dawn,then to end it all off I went to Gugulethu from the 27th till the new year, we had a blast, my 1st summer exploring Cape Town night life, thanks to my cousins, That was 2007.

This year I had to listen to a spoilt brat whine for a 3gradn stupid shoe then get one that is almost the same price but with a few rands off the damn thing, I mean I am 21 and will not buy Gucci with my moms cash, even when I was 16 I still wouldn’t do that, but hey times have changed. And I don’t think it’s for the best…

Im still to pissed at the fact that parents can entertain kids like this… expensive shoes, im not saying that kids should choose cheap shoes, but being reasonable goes a long way!
And im some cases kids turn out somewhat A-OLL coz of parents, I love how I have been raised, coz the important things to me don’t consist of material crap that comes from Italy and the likes, I pretty happy with the stock from a good store that will not charge me an arm and a leg….

I LOVE WHO I AM and I don’t have an XMAS spirit for 2009 coz it was turned into a spending fest and lost that homely, warmly and ever so wholesome feeling that always made me feel so Blessed!

Pissed Busy B T….

Monday, December 21, 2009

TOXIC -T on the loose

Last night I became aware of the fact that I am not in the process of changing my nasty habits,,, I do not plan to be so mean nor do you have to tolerate my attitude, I still stand on that I will hurt you, but that doesn’t mean I planned it, we will argue, but that doesn’t mean I know why I picked a tiff with you. I will carelessly say things that will not come out right, fact is (they are not right) but I say them and in that you will get hurt, I would tell you what you place is in this manner but then again, its up to you to take me to heart when I am on the mean-mode.

Fact is, you will eventually get tired of it, throw your hand in the air and give up…
Maybe that’s what I want, maybe I want you to give up, maybe I want you to get hurt, as toxic as this may sound,, maybe it is true.

Your ability to stick with the drama is always being evaluated,

Busy bee T over and out

Saturday, December 5, 2009

20 freaken 10!

Ok so the whole city is up an about in arms as the hours get closer to Friday 4th of December 2009. As it is a day that places Cape Town and SA on a certain map that will be recognized by the world.

This too me is already problem number …… cant seem to recall, but my problem with this first week of December 2009 is that Cape Town Has been buzzing with a fleeting sense of unity hospitality and an all round happy-go-lucky kind of spirit. As a small time writer I am supposed to be happy about this. As it should give me a lots of topics to talk about and lots of angles to display my so-called creative writing skills..

I am not to keen. As I was saying “Fleeting” sense of unity and all other aspects, I feel that it is all a bit “Fake”, fact is (ill start with this city council) lots of tax payers money has been used to make this Long street/FIFA draw festival happen (and don’t go saying FIFA paid for it, that’s bullshit and we all know it!), you see if you had gone into town in this week you would have had to deal with road closures, busy city and construction sighs every where. That would have delayed your appointments by at least and hour, if you didn’t know about them, them comes the parking.. UTTER CRAP! No place was parker friendly and to make it worse this City is supposed to be looking out for its people.

I wont mention the Fact that this very own City plans to remove CTV from the airwaves and television, as it claims that the city does not have money to support this community channel and that the best channel to have is some silly ass cell phone TV, as I said I will not even mention that so just know I didn’t talk about it.

This might pass as some anger statement (Blog) and whatever but all I am saying is that I have been frustrated with the city for a full week as it has neglected the people that make it what it is for so long with a lame-ass excuse, that the city has not been properly funded by the Gov’ to deal with bread and butter issues and that they are trying their best to make due with what they have, (BULLSHIT if you ask me), because now it is throwing around cash for a draw that didn’t need to be so Lavish….

Just think, while we are out celebrating and the city is being hospitable to the FIFA suits and so-called dignitaries adorning our city with their ever so regal asses, A Homeless shelter will be shut down later, while the city is basking in Fleeting festivities and the SABC is having a ball as the main media ass-kisser to the government, CTV is pending a shut down because The City CAN NOT AFFORD TO HAVE IT broadcasting…

SIES!